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| poor xanga...it's just not that interesting anymore. i think it is losing it's new factor for me. and to think xanga used to be the only computer thing i did. it's just that no one else seems to keep up with their xanga so it's kind of pointless to keep up with mine. i'm trying though. so anyways, this week was the most amazing but at the same time the longest week ever. everyone already knows everything so i'm not going to waste time typing about it. ooo it's rainy outside. i like the rain! it is def the best part of spring. anyways, i pretty much have nothing else to say right now so just comment so i can keep up with everyone! | | |
| i'm beginning to wonder if i'm the one who makes life complicated or if it just tends to be that way. i think it just tends to be that way. i'm sick of having bad weeks, and i really don't remember having a good one lately. this one just left me exhausted really. it's hard to be mad at someone without actually confronting them about it. i don't know how people hold life-long grudges. i can't even last a week. actually now that i think about it i do have a couple of life-long grudges that are there but take no real effort to hold. or maybe they take a lot of effort and i've just gotten used to it. what came first the chicken or the egg? sorry, that seemed to fit here. anyways, winter retreat is next weekend. maybe that will help me figure some things out. hope everyone has a glorious weekend! | | |
| The weekend!! Finally!! I wasn't sure if i would ever see it but now it's here!! hehe okay i'm not THAT happy. but this has been one of the worst and longest weeks ever so i'm glad it is over with. scholarships, and shakespeare, and mice with men, and newspaper quizzes, and church, and basketball games, and the national anthem, and no money, and rich people, and thermodynamics, and solving polynomial equations, and no sleep and not talking to friends, and piece all that together somehow and you have my week. STRESS! I'm sooo sick of it. you don't even know how stressed i get sometimes. anyways, i'm tired of talking about my problems to a computer so i'm gonna go watch tv and not think before the b-ball game. bye for now | | |
| I wonder sometimes: * Why I worry when no one even seems to notice...or if they pretend not to just to avoid confrontation...or if maybe they really don't care at all and i have been right all along * Why no matter how hard i try no to i always end up in the same place making the same mistakes that later i'll wish i could go back and erase. Am I stuck?? * Why every critisism and rejection cut straight to my soul when positive remarks never ever sink in * Why...well just why in general really! * Why I'm feeling what i'm feeling right this very second, why i can't overcome this Sorry, i get depressed when i'm lacking sleep. Bye for now!! | | |
| bored bored bored bored bored...did i mention that i'm BORED?? | | |
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